“That’s why many girls fell in love with him, maybe you’ll be one of them someday.” Oh my. That will not happen. Really. Uh. It’s bothering me. Aikori. Hm.
What’s on my mind right now? Why is it so bothering me? Uh. I don’t care. Hm. Now is my fourth day in that school, mixed feelings. I don’t want to see that Kanou anymore, his evil face. Ugrh. So annoying. School.. I’m in school already. As usual, today was a sleeping day for Prince, flirting day for the girls, evil day for Kanou, happy day for Iuchi, sad day for Aikori, and last but not the least, confusing day for me. I’m always confused. Break time. Uh. I saw the evil face of Kanou and his girls. What is their plan now? Uh, I entered the cafeteria alone. Cause, Aikori was in the room studying. I bow my head when I passed by them.
“Hey, Miss B-E-A utiful.” Kanou said. They laughed. I looked at them, and everyone was looking at me too. Oh, my cheeks were burning red because of embarassment.
“Hey. Why you’re blushing?” the girl said. “Oh? So you’re flattened by that? Do you think its a compliment? Uh! Ha-ha-ha! You’re really kidding me!”
“Yuki-chan. Stop it.” Kanou said.
“Kanou-kun?” that girl, Yuki, said. Then, I think Kanou told her something. “Ohh. –kay.”
“Excuse me. I’ll go.” I said.
“Hep! Sit with us.” Kanou smiled.
“No, thanks.” I am about to walk when Yuki pulled me.
“You’re so picky! It’s Kanou who’s inviting you.”
“But, I really have to go.” I told them.
“No! You’ll sit with us first.” I was very shy this time. I’m forced to sit with them but all their doing was insulting me. Uh. I wish I’m a deaf right now. I really can’t take it. Uh. Ugly, ugly. Stupid, stupid. Err. I’m used to it, but why now I can’t take it. I really want to run from here, but I can’t go. How? Where? How? Where? Uh.. I’m really about to cry. My cheeks are burning red, people are watching us, and I’m right here with them, with my head bowed and my hands so cold. Then, someone hold my hand and got me out of that people.
“Hey. Prince! Join us. Why are you getting her?” Yuki said. Prince? Is that Prince? Urh. Im so embarrass. I’m like a puppy missing from its owner. But, I didn’t see him here. Why? Uh, I can’t think this time.
“Can you please stop insulting her?” Prince told them.
“What? How can we do that?” Yuki said.
“Yuki.” Yuki stopped when Kanou said this. “Oh, please. Prince, are you really that blind? We are complimenting her and we’re just being friends. Right, Medori-chan?” I didn’t answer him.
“I’m not blind. And I can see what you’re doing. Please be good, Kanou.” Prince said in a low voice. But everyone was still looking. “Let’s go.” He was not yet letting go of my hand. We went out of the cafeteria. We stopped at the corner, I cried. I really cried. I don’t know why I cried. I am stopping it but it really bursts out of my eyes.
“Thank you, really.” I told him.
“Not accepted.” He said. I looked at him. “I hate people crying infront of me. So, please stop that. Okay?” I get my handkerchief, but I can’t find it. So I just face back. Sniffing. “You’re still cying? Uh. Silly.” He hand me his handkerchief.”Here.” uh, I’m shocked. He just gave me his handkerchief. And I get it. I wipe my tears.
“oh. Thank you again.” I gave him back his handkerchief.
“Oh, that’s yours already.”
“Uh.. oh, kay.” I remember, I have a class. “Oh. Shoot! I have class. Uh, thank you again! Bye! Super thank you!” I run to my classroom. As I sit at my chair, all I am thinking was that. That happening. Embarassing. Sooo… embarassing. Especially to Prince. He just saved me again. He’s really that kind-hearted person. And so I missed Akira again. But now, there’s no Akira by my side, but Prince. He’s my savior. He’s my second savior. So.. Akira.. I mean Prince saves the day! Thank God, I have this savior of mine. I wish this will be forever. I’ll really do whatever I can do for them in return. I am really shy, especially to Prince, but I need him. Because, I really don’t have the confidence for myself. Look at me, I’m so ugly. How will I face the whole world. Thank you, My Savior. Days and days passed.. Kanou and his girls continued to bully me, and Prince continued to saved me. He always save me, he’s very kind. I’m really touched. But I’m now shy, he’s always there for me. I can’t stand without him. What will I do to defend myself? Is Prince now mad at me? What can I do for him? I can’t look at him every time he saves me. We aren’t close, but he was continously saving me. Isn’t he tired of it? Sick of it? Disgusted about it? Urg! I so hate myself! Why did the world do this to me? What’s the matter with me? Prince… is really… something I can’t tell.
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